Someone once said "You have no direction in your life". Another person also once said... "scooby scooby roo". My point is that people say things and they usually dont mean anything. Not that the person saying it didnt mean something but more that the words, the words carry no meaning. The words "You have no direction in your life" amounts to the same as if they would have said "Scrabby pappy ding dong".
Why. why am i quoting gibberish in my new blog? Because I can, ok? deal with it. Why so i constantly feel like a bleeding Hatchet wound? Thats an excellent question. I should probably stop trying to juggle them with my bible. Hypocritical huh? im seeing that now too unfortunately. I apologize if this is tough to follow, im feeling like these random things are coming up in my head but they all revolve around the same subject. Me. Me and my inability to produce anything of worth (at least for the last 2 years) with this suitcase of flesh i carry around. I feel like that is coming to an end now and that i am finally going to be used for something that might make a difference in someones life. I am finally able to express myself in an outlet that allows me to be totally creative and do what i want to do. It allows me to express what i have been feeling in my chest and in the pit of my stomach, allows me to express the burning in my lungs and the sweat on my head and the passion i feel when i hear the collection of vibrations and overdriven melodies....
My life is not over. I will be dammed that she will ever get the best of me. I will make sure i make a difference in this world. They will all hear me. but its not really me is it.... get ready.
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